cover image As I Am

As I Am

Patricia Neal. Simon & Schuster, $18.95 (384pp) ISBN 978-0-671-62501-6

By age 21 the self-confident, determined, Southern-bred actress had starred in a Broadway hit, won a Tony, was ""the toast of New York'' and was featured on a Life coveronly the first of many triumphs in a celebrity life. In this account written ``to reclaim the past that was stolen,'' Neal writes candidly about her numerous love affairs, both transient and profound, such as a liaison with Gary Cooper and her 25-year marriage to writer Roald Dahl. More arresting are the tragedies that beset her, including the deaths of two of her five children and, at age 39, a massive stroke suffered when she was at the peak of her career and carrying her fifth child. Her heroic struggle to regain her speech, mobility and mental capacities adds another dimension to an already courageous human being. Although her acclaimed comeback as an actress did not compensate for the breakup of her marriage, Neal stresses that she has found a measure of serenity in the Catholic religion and in writing these memoirs. Photos not seen by PW. First serial to Good Housekeeping; Literary Guild featured alternate; Doubleday alternate. (April)