The Upcycled Self: A Memoir on the Art of Becoming Who We Are

Grammy winner Trotter, better known as Black Thought from The Roots, debuts with a striking portrait of perseverance and creativity. At six years old, the author accidentally burned down his family’s Philadelphia house, a tragedy that shaped his childhood and indoctrinated him in the meaning of loss: “You sometimes hear stories about people who have ‘lost it all’ and rebuilt their lives, but what I learned at a young age is that sometimes shit is just lost forever.” Further heartache followed, including his older brother Keith’s periodic arrests and, in the author’s teens, his mother Cassandra’s murder after she became addicted to crack cocaine, leaving him convinced that despite his efforts to protect his family, it was “only me.” But he also found salvation in the arts, from taking visual arts classes when he was nine to etching graffiti onto buses and benches, to dreaming up raps in high school, where he met future Roots bandmate Ahmir “Questlove” Thompson and found that music “allowed me to transmute my pent-up emotional energy into another essence.” As he charts the Roots’ rise in Philadelphia and beyond, Trotter powerfully gives due to the process of self-reinvention that has defined his life: “What if we... undid the stitches of ourselves that no longer served us, forgave them, and wove new legacies of old scraps?” Candid, visceral, and written with the hard-won wisdom of hindsight, this leaves a mark. (Oct.)