Truths I Never Told You

Postpartum depression impacts two generations of women in Rimmer’s illuminating tale of a family’s unspoken troubles (after The Things We Cannot Say). After taking fertility drugs for six years during the 1990s, child psychologist Beth Walsh feels that having Noah, now five months old, was a mistake, and fears she might purposefully harm him, thoughts she keeps to herself and finds especially disturbing. Beth welcomes the distraction of helping her three older siblings clean out the family home in Seattle as their father, Patrick, enters hospice care with dementia. In the attic, she finds journal entries from her late mother, Grace. Written in the 1950s, they leave an unsettling image of the seemingly perfect Patrick, describing his unhappiness and heavy drinking. As the siblings pick up on Beth’s depression and rally to get her help, their support contrasts with Patrick’s dismissive response to Grace’s “baby blues,” as evidenced in the journal entries. In Patrick’s dementia, he mistakes Beth for Maryanne, Grace’s sister, and tries to apologize for past wrongs, leading Beth to clues about her parents’ gloom. With a mix of engrossing mystery and deep feeling, Rimmer offers a harrowing account of a doomed mother’s experience in the ’50s and a family grappling with the truth. Rimmer’s suspenseful narrative will enthrall and move readers. [em](Apr.) [/em]