The Harder I Fight the More I Love You: A Memoir

In her first book, singer-songwriter Case takes a gut-wrenching look at her difficult childhood and her path toward a music career. Case’s parents, she writes, were “the typical cautionary tale of two teens who have sex for the first time ever... and get pregnant by accident.” That made Case, who grew up in rural Virginia, “a child of children” who weren’t especially interested in raising her. In second grade, her father told her that her mother had died of cancer; a short time later, her mother suddenly reappeared, and Case eventually learned that she was never even sick. Following their reunion, Case and her mother bounced between small towns across the country, eventually settling in Tacoma, Wash., where Case was legally emancipated from her parents at age 15. Afterward, she roamed Tacoma and began playing in bands. She discusses moving to and from British Columbia, linking up with Carl Newman to start the New Pornographers, and launching her solo career in prose that’s unfussy but often beautiful (Case preferred walking Tacoma at night because “there was less consciousness to contend with.... I wasn’t so on edge and my cyclonic churning could ebb a little”). With equal doses of grit and self-compassion, Case delivers a riveting autobiography that will fascinate even those who’ve never heard her music. Agent: Jennifer Gates, Aevitas Creative Management. (Jan.)